24th July 2012

This is me (aww i'm a grown up now) :')

Every 24^th July, and I turn a year older.

I thank Allah for giving me the chance to live, to see the world though at times, when shit happens….all I wanna do is disappear or even wish I wasn’t born. But when I reflect, I should be lucky. This world is beyond beautiful if we open up our eyes.

And look at me now......

(my cheeks still maintain eh bro!)

Just look at how amazing Allah’s creations are……SubhanAllah! What always makes my morning better is when I see fluffy clouds that look like cotton candy mmhm so cute! As for night time, I love the moon. It’s even more beautiful when there are stars around. I miss stargazing.

(pictures are taken by me via iPhone4)

As usual every year on my birthday, nothing special happened. But I’m amazed how strangers can turn to be more caring than someone whom you know for years. After all, to me friendship is not based on years, it’s just a number anyway. No point being friends for years when you forgot my birthday, aww that’s the sweetest thing ever.

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES EVERYONE! From facebook, twitter, text messages, whatsApp and also the very first birthday call from Isya :') AWWWWW!!!!! THANKS ALL! <3 <3 <3

However, looking on the brighter side, true friends will always be there to cheer you up, to go through shits with you, to listen to your complaints, to be there for you when you need them, to show that when no one is there to love and care for you, they’re just eight numbers away.

SURPRISEEEEE!

A mini surprise celebration done by Fel, Isya and Rau. No pic with all of them though :-( Somehow I wish Nay and Efaa could be there too.

We had food feast! Hehehe mmhm Thai spicy chicken, cereal prawns! YUMMY :D

and mini birthday cake hehehe <3

“Thanks for the gifts girls, thank you so much.

 Thank you for being a part of my life.

I treasure every single moment we had.

 I hope our friendship will lasts forever, the six of us.

Though we barely have time for each other, we never forget each other’s special day and I love that.

I get all excited to celebrate you guys birthday every time! Really.

I love the dress, even though it’s sleeveless and short hahahaha and funny how I see rau and isya react towards each other

“kan aku dah ckp dia tak pakai sleeveless”

“tah kau, aku cakap beli jubah kau kata merepek”

and it goes on HAHAHA the dress is too pretty

coz its vintage style! I like!

Thanks for the food treat isya mentel!

Thanks for the chocs fel, and the pinky rose!

And thanks for the heartshaped straw rau!

Thanks girls for everything. Love you till eternity and beyond,

mwa xx!”

Belated birthday surprise by Huda and Nur :')

It has been so long since I last blog and had the sudden urge to do so. Hmm, wondering where should I start? Too many things to blog about, but I rarely have the time to blog so it actually defeats the purpose of me owning a blog account right? Hahah but ohwellz, this serves as an online diary to me that will lasts forever, till my golden age. Then perhaps, I can tell my future grandchildren to read up about my life through my blog in years to come? HAHAHAHA OK I’M THINKING TOO FAR ALREADY!

Let’s get started! So, had iftar session with my two ITE lovelies on Wednesday, 25/07/2012.

We break fast at Fish & Co. located at Tampines 1, virgin visit baby! Hehehehe.

(what's for buka?)

And to my surprise, it was my mini birthday celebration too. Aww how sweet aren’t they? Reminding me that though life might sucks at times in life, but true friends will be there to cheer you up. My little sunshines, hehe.

 And aww received a complimentary gift from Fish & Co. Awwww~ HEHEHE

 Was surprised with this gift given to me, awwwww ~~~~~~~ Didn't expect it :')

Was happy like mad when i got this awwwww been wanting this! Insya'Allah one day.....

All I wanna say to Nur & Huda is:

“Thank you, thank you very much. That slice of cake was indeed yummy though it’s the wrong one but it’s ok hehe me like it! And yes, no birthday singing surprise by the fish & co. crew coz it was rather embarrassing HAHAHA you girls know why! But I appreciate the thought to do so J Thank you. Thanks for the gift, sweethearts. I’m in love with it. A step closer to bring me closer to Allah S.W.T. Insya’Allah. All I could say is thank you & it’s never enough. Wouldn’t it be great if Rohani, Sinati, Farah and Nabilah were there too? I thank Allah for letting me know you girls. May our friendship lasts”

Will update again, x<3x<3

Hi lovelies,

I miss blogging. So many things to rant, so little time.

Busy with school, work, family, raya preparations, arts platter rehearsals.

Too many things running on my mind.......s t r e s s level is rising.

In addition, UT3 exams is approaching end of August, ARGHHHHH :-(

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH ME.

I'll blog soonest, stay tuned.

xx

Oh, HI readers!

Pardon me for leaving my rusty blog unattended for long.

Been busy! Hectic day-to-day schedule, i hardly got time to spend with myself.
Life has been pretty good so far, despite ups and downs along the way.

As usual, i gain some friends, and i lose some. Bitches make my life story more interesting ;)
"It's okay not to be okay" - JESSIE J (damn i miss her! can i rewind back to 20 march 2012?!)

To be frank, i got alot to update but i just don't know where should i start! One good piece of news is that i continued my studies and pursuing Diploma in Environmental Science at Republic Polytechnic. But i hope my 2nd appeal before year 1 ends will be successful though. Me and Science = </3


So, are you guys ready to read bout' my story?
Here we go..........................



School from 8:30am-3:30pm as usual, afterwhich i worked from 4:45pm-9:45pm.

Great Thursday. Shagged.

As usual, favourite hobby in class is to snap photos which serves as a memory for me and my classmates. We only got 15 weeks with each other. Every moment is precious to me. Eventhough we just knew each other, i'm glad that my classmates bonded very well! Unlike the negative response i received from my friends about having difficulties adapting to new environment with new friends. I hope it stays this way for the next.....hmm about 11 weeks left?

Team members for Communication Practice's module. Team 5!

Here's the pictures we've snapped today:

2012 IS GOING WAY TOO FAST! It's already the month of May.
Two important things i need to take note of. Sad and happy.

1. My 2nd brother will serve the nation as of 8th May 2012, at 8am and it kinda sucks coz i got school to attend and won't be able to send him off :'( GONNA MISS U SO MUCH BRO! Takecare. (I know my bro won't know i actually did typed this and he won't read anywayssss)

2. 5th brother will turn 8 years old this upcoming 7th May 2012, and i've yet to get him something for his birthday.

Perhaps a birthday treat as well as celebration of belated mother's day when 2nd bro book out from camp? Sounds good huh? Shall see about that. Furthermore, my schedule is quite tight and i'm working on every single weekend. Yeah, i got no life. Haha, what to do. A workaholic. Uhhuh ;P

While on my way home in the train, SIVA WAS LIVE ON 91.3FM OMG!!! Fangirling time hehe.
Can't get enough of him and he's too adorable when he laughed! Feels like wanna scream and shout when i hear him talking on the radio but that's kind of crazy. Imagine how people will look at me! xD

I LOVE THE WANTED!

#TWFanmily is the best ever! Seriously, love how connected we are despite living in different parts of the world! On a top note, come back to Singapore soon lads, miss you guys lots!

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Hi world!

I miss blogging.
I have the thought of moving to -> tumblrrrrr!
Should i? Should i not? Bleah :/


And ohhhh, great news awaits everyone!
I'm resuming my online biz, yayhoo!

K bye lovelies, XX.

Hi, do you rmb when you had your first love?

(imissmylongstraighthair)

HALOHALO EVERYBODEHH!

HOW’S YOUR DAY TODAY? J

It's saturdaaay tmr, wooyeah!

Ohwell, fknally i’m done with Entrepreneurship module^^ And it won’t be done w/o Huda, Sinati, Rohani &Istifarah! So yea, we did our presentation today, edited &DONE! Hellyeaaah~ Now, i srsly need to quickly get done with writing my bloody notes! (thts the only way i can understd &memorise, heh).

(our unglam moments, hahaha)

So, ended school at about 5pm? And I quickly bus-ed down to my secondary school, after like 2-3years? Met my dearest bestf, and then chitchat with lovelies thr. It feels gr8 when people still recognises me, he he he. But I won’t feel sad if they can’t, cause my appearance changed, ALOT! Heh. Then, had dinner at Tropical(my fav hangout spot during sec sch days). Had maggie curry &chocolate waffle plus milo ice blend with pudding for dinner.

Aftwhc, bestf accompanied me home, I got myself changed and head down to Mcd. The intention was to study but we felt fking sleepy due to full stomach. Like what I believe, if we eat a heavy meal = sleeeeeeepy! So we actually DID study and thanks to bestf for the fries treat, mwa <3 We left the Mcd one hr aft, and head our separate ways home.

So yea, my life is like ohhhhhh so busy. And everyone’s like “Haiyo, how to have boyf like this?! Everyday you busy!” Hehe, someone else said “Enjoying life too much!” Some others said “If I have a girlfriend like you, sure die one!” HAHAHAHAHA. Whatever, the most important thing is that Imma happygirl bebey^^V

Yesterday I did went to school. And aftwhc, rushed back home like madgirl, changed and went out (eventho it was raining) to meet Nova up as she wanted to buy lens from me. So I reached about 1hr later, I felt really bad for making her wait for me but then, its raining, what d’you expect right? Waited for the bus like freakin’ 30mins? Then stuck in the traffic for like 20mins?! But actually its two stops away to Bedok Inter. Sorry babe.

Then, I rushed to Pasiris. Was supposed to meet Fadd Lee for studydate at 5pm then changed to 6pm? LOL. Then, he showed up at 8pm I think and feeling guilty, saying sorry over and over again! Hahahaha. Its ok, really. Cause I actually make use of the time doing my revision J And also, the fking hilarious part when he make his lighter spoilt and desperately wanted to smoke his 4^th stick! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Serve you right~

So, now i’m bored thats the why I is keeping my blog alive. My left eye is always being a bitch, tskkkkk. And i’ve yet to make new specs, eeeee. I look nerd in those. Ok, whatever to me. I miss my friendsssssssssssssss, meet me meet me!

Heeeeh, ok bye peepos! <3

Assalamua’laikum wr. wb.



My blog looks dead w/o music, heh.

Hi, welcome back.

Two days, yes, two days i've skipped school. What's the reason?
Idk, somehow i gave up alr on sch like srsly, i'm serious.
Lack of motivation, no one i'm close with, lost interest, HAH.

But what else can i do besides forcing myself? I need a break, like srsly.
I need a break from studies &everythg, ohwell, dream on Ee'ilaa :(
Perseverance Yields Success & No friend, Won't die. I'll always rmb tht.

So, rotttttt at home. Mum was angry cause i did nth, like srsly nth,
I used lappy one whole day, no life, written notes only two units, pathetic -.-

I'm sorry, i'm dissapointed in myself, i'm just tired, veryvery dissapointed :'<
Tell me, you gotta study for the sake of cert and to pursue the next lvl of education.
Yet at the same time, you gotta force yourself to work a part-time job,
Work to support not only yourself but your four lil' siblings and mum, its tough.
I need a higher pay job, i need more money :( Sighhhh.

Iknw i spend alot every mth, only shopping therapy makes me happy :)
Being with closest friends whom i can laugh, smile &be myself makes me happy too.
I love everyone who are in my life right now, and i missed those who has left me :')
Life, is never fair. That's one thing i've always rmb in mind.

For now, i will ask for nothing. But only two things: Love & Happiness.
I just need a man who can trust me, love me, pamper me, understd me &smile with me.
Insya'ALLAH one day he will appear right infront of my eyes, amin ;D

Ohwell, mind me for writing nonsensical stuffs here, suddenly i'm feeling this way.
But actually i'm happy. Only that i hate being alone/lonely, randomization gna struck me :/

Before i end, take your time to read this quote extracted from the web:

Ok, till here. Takecare everybodehh^^




Assalamua'laikum wr. wb.